Can't even find the words;; Private.

Stars stone brightly above the dancing stems of green within the colorful meadow peacefully flourishing beneath a bath of moonlight. Cool air washed over this particular night and the sound of flapping wings could be heard clearly over the silence. How long had she been flying? Nyx couldn't quite tell and it didn't really matter how far away from home she got considering her ability to teleport to anywhere she pictured all the girl had to do was picture home if she wanted to go back. At the moment, she didn't want to be in Dawn's house, she had become cagey about talking to her adoptive mother and Yuuki lately. Even though the young girl held more trust in those two than she ever had for Askel, she just couldn't tell them. Every single night when she dreamt his face came to her, scenes of blood and battle filled nightmares that played repeatedly as if trying to ingrain themselves into her waking memories. Having woken up from another batch of nightmares, the frightened girl did the only thing she could think of to clear her clouded head, took to the sky.

Eventually, she decided to visit the meadow below her, a flimsy sheet held within her arms quickly laid out so she could sit upon the fabric. "It's so calm out here." nothing like the inside of her head, but that was actually since she had went out seeking somewhere relaxing in the first place. Sighing softly she tried once more to stem the flow of thoughts running rampant in her head, wondering if she was who she remembered being.