Half as Sweet and Twice as Bitter(Private)

"Well, I have some psychic power. I can dominate minds and the like, but I wouldn't be able to teach anyone else as mine was so long ago I don't remember how to go about the lessons. If no one is available I can try my best as a placeholder, but I would recommend a current professional over one that was trained over five hundred years ago."

The kasha would react positively to the blindfold, though clearly had questions for her own situation. "There's a lot that can cause it, though I can't tell you off the top of my head. Sorry I can't help with that right now. Maybe in the future I can do a little bit of research to figure out what's going on." The woman was holding two conversations at once, with the medical issues ans well as the one the father was bringing up about sanitation; likely due to the other items she had pulled out.

"Sir, I am not only a nurse but also the family planning and adult education teacher. I use these objects for educational purposes, and thus they are clean and unused. It is perfectly sanitary at all times, even if to be used as a tourniquet." It was disappointing that she had to answer such a silly question, but answer it she had.

As the nurse spoke Nyx realized something odd that she'd never really had an epiphany about before this very moment; No one had ever taught her how to use her power's it had just been innate she knew how to do it from the second Askel adopted her. The tiny felines head turned from the kitsune tails up to the woman herself, slight nerves now in her body as now that she was thinking about it that fact was beyond odd. "Have you ever heard of someone not having to learn how to control that stuff? Just knowing, even when they don't remember anything else?" Sure she could have learned in her childhood before the amnesia and askel, but would she have really retained it after loosing everything else? It's not as if these were simple powers, could someone young as she supposed she'd needed to be back than actually have mastered them to that degree of 'muscle memory' sort of deal. 

Ozaki started spewing his apologies but as he did so several objects around the room would levitate implying that maybe now was not the best time to tell his daughter he'd attacked her. Yet, the vampire tended to ramble thus even as eight tendrils of psychic energy uncurled from her tail he likely didn't realize, as she started to glow and ghostly orbs surrounded her, he kept right on talking. She shouldn't be using her psychic powers but she couldn't control it not with this emotional state budding inside of her chest, she may not remember the attack but her body did and hearing about it was triggering. 

"Coward!" There was that calm rage as her psychic tentacles slowly lifted from the ground in sync with a lash of her tails, rage he'd not known to belong to 'Nyx' but had rather 'Fluffy' was the only one he'd seen this from before. Her head couldn't stay together so for a brief moment it chose to entirely revert to what she had known the longest, no logic involved just instinct. "You Beat Me And Left Me, So Cowardly You Couldn't Even Do The Honor Of Finishing Things!" As she spoke her tentacles raised as if to be used as massive weapons compared to her tiny body. "I Wouldn't Be In This State If You'd Just Had Enough Honor To Kill Me When You Were Done, Coward!" She'd have revived anyways, all of a sudden her own life meant very little compared to the fact she'd been beaten and left alive, she felt so dirty. 

Nyx couldn't stop her skin from crawling, quickly making a move for the door as she finally managed to get her glow to subside and the ghostly orbs to vanish but unable to force her tentacles to retract. Suddenly the answer she had wanted from Aiyana didn't matter, nothing mattered, she just felt like someone had dunked her into mud after she'd missed showers for a month, absolutely filthy. The girls body screamed for a reclaim of honor, finding an opponent that she could finish or would finish her, she couldn't stay this way, it felt so wrong. This wasn't some scuffle that broke up, from the sound of it he had actually attacked her and than stopped short of finishing things. The feline felt as if she had never been so insulted before. She was definitely worthy of killing! If someone wasn't worthy of killing they more often than not, had absolutely no value, she meant something!  

The main reason Ozaki, despite having seen those orbs, did not stop talking was one primary reason. If she really wanted to lash out in anger, to hurt him for hurting her… He would not stop her. He would not so much as try to dodge a blow coming from her. But when it turned out her anger was not about him having hurt her, but him not having killed her… That sounded like a very blood devil thing to say.

Yet it was also clear that Nyx did not remember the event clearly at all. Even if it was becoming apparent that even as a kasha, she seemed to be showing a more blood devil- battle and honor driven side to her than she had before. She was not mad he had hurt her. She was mad he hadn’t killed her.

The scent of Aiyana’s pheromones registered quickly, as well as her assumed intentions with it. The odds of that working on… Wait a minute. she wasn’t really a blood devil right now? Was she? If she were stuck in this form the normal resistances would be as different as her diet was.

What do? What to say? He could say things now but that wouldn’t make them better. Would they? No. Aiyana’s disgust was apparent though… He wanted to explain himself. But even having the explanation for himself did not make him feel any better. Drinking tainted or cursed blood could alter a vampire’s normal behavior drastically from their natural one. In his right mind he never would hurt her. But Nyx didn’t even care about that. But the nurse sure as hell did.

What to do what to do?

Well… For one likely actually let these calming pheromones work so you’re not an inch away from a panic attack. He usually did at least try to resist mind tampering things such as this but… Ozaki needed to calm down a bit.

“Nyx. Just… Just wait. I… I don’t know what… I mean I didn’t leave you. I wasn’t in my right mind. I wouldn’t have hurt you if it weren't for that tainted blood. I didn’t leave though, you teleported away.” That’s what happened. If she was going to be upset by him not finishing her off… Well that was better wasn’t it? She’d retreated on her own, he hadn’t just left her there… Though the thing was that had been his intention when he’d been under the effect of the cursed blood. But not to leave her. To cripple her then cage her so she couldn’t harm anyone else. 

There wasn't much for Aiyana to say at this point. The focus on calming down this girl had her entire mind racing to work on her with abilities alone and upping the pressure of the pheromones as well as mental abilities she was attempting. The words from the father were ignored as she did her best to keep things under control, which made her think she was failing as purple light and sparked that seemed like lightning started going off. It would eventually end, but not without the kasha getting hit by the sparks and psychic energy. Was she fighting herself? Was this an internal conflict manifesting? There was too much going on at once for her to register it all while also attempting to keep it from happening.

After a short while of this it would eventually stop, the Kasha falling to the ground unconscious. Her body twitched as she whimpered, showing the turmoil that still went on under the surface. This was clearly something that had gone on far longer than what she had been told. Maybe she should call the authorities? There was something dangerous here and something really needed to be done to take care of it. He clearly had something to do with this with the way he was apologizing, and even calmed by her abilities he was still a nervous wreck. Abilities still going she would begin putting things away in her desk, afraid to say anything right this minute for fear of it waking up the girl before her abilities calmed her further.

Clearly, as she was unconscious Nyx missed anything else that transpired even though the pheromones and such were still having an effect on her. Floating in blackness eventually the talent from the Nurse managed to permit the girls brain to bring her back, not to the waking word but herself. At least while she was unconscious and under the effect of such powerful pheromones? The whimpering ceased and so did the pain as memories once more felt like they belonged to her, memories that she couldn't accept while awake but made her feel better when she could cope with them, like now. 

As the nurse busied herself fixing up the room, Nyx was busy in her own way. Behind closed eyes once again she could see everything, but this time it was so much more than images of blood. With the aid now unintentionally provided she could see the time between, beyond the blood into the words exchanged and the sheer strength of her faith that had grown from disbelief suspended for survival/convivence during the most lost period of her life into the unshakable conviction to believe in him because beside him she was no longer lost. Chaoris didn't even have to do anything, just being who he was so freely around her had lead her home, not to the house she was born in but to the place she could call her own without betraying or truly restraining herself. She'd always wanted to fight, desired to take blood, she started as an exorcist barely into high school not because it helped people but it provided an outlet to her own hatred. All her god did? Was make it alright. Sure, the memory was likely to fade to rejection again by the time she woke due to the sheer intensity of her struggle, but for now she slept peacefully remembering the truth, reliving those days. 

"Chaoris?" her voice would be hesitant as she weakly sat up and shook her now very sore body, flicking ears, inhaling air, searching for something she knew wasn't there but she didn't want to wake up. "Of course not..." It was just dreams, he wasn't here because he wasn't real and neither was a version of her who could just kill instead of have to fight with all of this pain inside of her chest, that wasn't her. "Ow." her paw went to the middle of her head, breathing still slightly heavy but calmer and increasingly beginning to grow confused. Waking back into this world after such good dreams? Was not an easy adjustment.