Half as Sweet and Twice as Bitter(Private)

While he had been searching frantically for the young girl? Nyx had not possessed a worried ideal even once, her brain much more empty than normal. As Ozaki searched little nooks and crannies that some scared animal may hide in, she roamed out right in the open wherever she pleased. The reason it took so long to find her was very well possibly from the fact he was looking the wrong way instead of avoidance. Fact is, if someone didn't know they had anything to be afraid of they tended to not behave as if they were running from or avoiding anything. Right now, she had entirely assumed the injuries that had been treated days ago resulted from some simple accident. 

Briefly she hesitated in her walking letting one paw pull back towards her chest as he ran over stopping short of her. What in the world was wrong with him? Wait.. Was that a squirrel a few feet away, oh yeah that was a squirrel. Moving her focus back onto the inventory manager she realized that honestly she'd missed some of his blabbering when distracted by the furry creature which had been scurrying up some tree. "Done what? All you did was vanish for a few days." one paw in the air her head tilted to the side, ears pointed forward towards him and red eyes sparkling in pure confusion. At this point, she'd nearly completely forgotten her injuries anyway, the more pressing concern was everything else going on. 

"It keeps moving..." she trailed off as her paws took her forward a few steps, it seemed as if she was staring at him but the truth was her eyes were fixated on the squirrel in the tree behind him. Nyx moved forward swiftly, jumping and using his shoulder as another jumping pad to leap towards the squirrel, knocking both it and herself to the ground. However, before she could do anything her face went blank for a second and she looked even more confused that she had before. "Where am I?" As she spoke it seemed as if she was only asking herself, almost as if she had forgotten he was there, not even watching the squirrel run off. 

Looking to her left she saw Ozaki again only she couldn't remember seeing him earlier so she ran over as if she had just spotted him, leaping onto his shoulder. "Hey Yuuki! Where have you been the last few days. You kinda just vanished I couldn't find you; but of course I also can't find that paper bag I was looking for or was it a bag of paper?" Oh, it was a pain to not be able to remember which she was looking for.

Nyx was staring at something again for a few moments, a brief confusion flashing across her face when for a few moments it was not Ozaki before her but a random tree. "Why did you turn into a tree?" She really was curious as she had not known he was capable of such a feat, prancing over on tiny graceful kitty paws. "Alright, but I'm hungry." actually, she had been hungry for about a day now in spite of consuming blood, it was odd.

When he picked her up there was a slight mewl from her almost as if she was more Kasha than Devil right now. Nyx's mind state was compromised, a Kasha had a simpler mind than she typically did so the girl 'degraded' enough that her brain didn't have to process so much to preserve itself as the physic backlash tore at her functions. Shifting herself around she adjusted until she was comfortable laying in his arms much less careful than normal with her sharp claws likely catching his trench coat several times and pulling some strings lose. What did a Kasha care if it's claws caught unintended things if it didn't complicate it's life at all, plain and simple they didn't give a damn. Though in the back of whatever part of her brain worked the fact he seemed hesitant to touch her didn't escape. 

Her fangs sank easily into the flesh of the exposed arm but the second his blood poured into her waiting mouth the Kasha pulled back a small amount spilling indiscriminately as a short hiss escaped her maw. "It's different!" She'd been expecting the normal heavily sugary flavor but instead it was more like the aftertaste of a berry you'd already eaten. "Sorry." she made the comment as she licked up what had spilled realizing her reaction was far from the normal one she had when biting into him. "It's just... not really that sweet...." Whatever happened had taken place to change his blood had to be good to change the flavor away from her taste, but that was going to cause a problem for the both of them if his blood was not sweet as she preferred. For now, she kept drinking for a few moments before releasing because it was not filling her nor did it taste like someone shoved pure sugar into already sugary candy. 

"I know I'm in my Small Kasha body, but I haven't been able to change back since I transformed and I can't remember why I did it." it took much less energy to maintain this body than it did her blood devil one, sensing her dire situation after the physic eruption she'd naturally taken the body most capable of protecting her life itself until recovery could be completed. With the metabolism of a blood devil? Recovery would have failed, with the shift her body could take full advantage of the Kasha's slower metabolism by locking itself in than speeding it up to aid healing while keeping itself fed. At least, until it was safe to return to the probably much quicker healer in her blood devil form, but for now her body knew there was not enough blood accessible to feed her while she recovered. While her mind had to process it also needed to heal from damages done by her own power, and her entirely depleted energy reserves needed to return.

With her mental state screwed as it was she could not access her regained memories effectively to realize just the dire implications of her current situation. While being in her blood devil form had present risk? At the very least she wasn't entirely starving, just mostly, eventually this body was going to get too hungry. Just outside of what she could remember, it had happened to her before pushing off eating humanoid flesh so long that she lost her mind to the need eating any deceased sinful body she could find or making one for herself out of the nearest sinner. In a realm like this one? It was more likely she was going to find the living first. If she had been a ticking time bomb before she was now a doomsday countdown on accelerate. 

Or did she was the biggest question around Nyx because as Askel was finding, even erasing memories from her was not a surefire way to make her forget, she had this horrible knack of remembering. For the moment her physic powers had prevented the memory of that night from forming in her head, but there was no promise something wouldn't trigger them to show her the past sometime down the road. Nyx kept silent because the damage done to her emotionally by Askel was so severer the girl could not be sure that it was safe to speak up when everything seemed to involve the shedding of blood. It was hard for someone to be sure of the truth enough to tell other's when they had gotten so darn good at lying to themselves like she had. Even bound to Chaoris as part of his pack, she managed to deny he was real.  

In terms of being nosy, it was something she had been heavily dissuaded from because clearly her first caretaker feared curiosity revealing the truth if he couldn't give her questions satisfactory answers.  After years of living with someone who wouldn't tell her anything before the day they adopted her? She kinda just assumed it was normal even if it unsettled her. 

When they arrived at the nurses office the little Kasha looked around briefly. "I thought you said we were going to the nurses office, not a crypt." to her it honestly looked like a crypt, her eyes seeing another flash instead of what was really there. 

“I’m here with my daughter Nyx Chaotica. She’s a blood devil who can turn into a kasha, and she’s stuck in that form right now and unable to get out of it. And she’s having hallucinations or visions almost constantly, doesn’t seem to have a memory span of so much as five seconds. A couple of days ago she broke her leg and that got fixed, but considering the… I mean who…. I mean she doesn’t seem to remember that event either. It was really bad and I think it messed up her mind.” Ozaki was rambling considerably, he was just…. Really having a bad time. Considering it was his fault Nyx was like this. He had to fix it some how. He had to make it right.

It took Ozaki a moment to recognize that Aiyana might have looked a little familiar. He'd been in the nurse's office a few times though given his own accident prone nature. That was probably it. 

The man speaking to her would eventually cause her to snap her head up and stand up. The reports and paperwork could wait, this was actually a medical emergency and not some simple school nurse visit! Luckily for the two of them, she had enough experience in the medical field, as well as plenty of experience with the bodies of others, to be able to handle most situations that came her way. Before she could say anything to the two of them, the female in question would shove off of her 'father' and drop to the ground. When she hit the ground and started spouting nonsense, nonsense that went alongside a seemingly out-of-phase look on the blood devil's face as she asked where the two were supposed to be going.

"Oh, poor dear! I saw something like this a couple hundred years ago! I'm glad you brought her in before she could caused a major disaster! Psychic backlash can kill people, up to and including the city block!" The woman would open her desk drawer, moving a few off shaped items and some fuzzy handcuffs out of it until she picked up a crimson colored blindfold and quickly wrapped it around the poor girls head to cover her eyes. "Nyx? Nyx, you're in the nurses office. You need to keep the blindfold on. You're going through psychic backlash and as long as your vision is blocked you will be fine. I'd recommend finding a way to get it under control, a tutor to train it or someone to block it for the time being. You're lucky your father here brought you in or you or you could have been killed, or hurt and killed others, without even meaning to." The woman would straighten out her woefully too short skirt and shift her tails around behind her in a strange pattern that would bring them into a twist together before clearing her throat and speaking to the man.

"I'll be keeping an eye on her for a while, over time, so if you could assist her in training and managing her situation in between checkups I would appreciate it. I'd like to keep the blindfolding limited to a short time, as it could hurt her eyes if done for too long."